Haystak Lyrics

Album: Unknown

Wish You Could See Me Lyrics

I wish you could see me crying like a baby

 Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing

 He aint leaving hell naw he's staying right here

 Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare

 Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes

 So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose

 I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that

 My boy was supposed ta live longer

 I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts

 Prayed for the first time in months

 God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long 

 But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on 

 His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible

 But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable

 Raised nurtured him too much love

 Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug

 I walked in seen him laying there

 Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping 

 It was just me my homie had flat lined 

 so I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time 

 

 [Chorus]

 I wish you could see me

 I wish you could see me 

 Wish you could see me

 I wish you could see me

 

 Cruel intentions complicating doom

 Pulling for my partner in tha operating room

 Sewed him up put him in I.C.U. 

 The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do

 We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through

 But he got this look on his face like he just knew

 He might not be able to come back

 I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react

 So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night

 [Rain Starting]

 Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight

 We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted

 His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket

 See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt

 I cant begin to describe how much that hurt 

 I can begin to describe I aint going pretend

 I can't begin to describe that 

 

 [Chorus]

 

 In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back

 I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back

 Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end

 But we were wrong son life does not go on

 Alone he died, He's strong I tried

 But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine

 Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes

 Visualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he said

 Be patient it'll happen god aint calling you to balling

 Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape

 For your life to end you wound up in the Penn

 For a mistake missed your big break

 So now Im trying not to die myself

 Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself

 I felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worst

 I see us putting you in the hearse

 The redwood casket all gold trim

 Three piece pin strip gators and brim

 I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to

 Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through 

 

 [Chorus] 

 

 Ohhhhh

 I wish you I just wish you

 Could just see me man I just miss you

 And I just wish you could be with me cause

 I miss you and words can't describe the pain

 That I have felt since you have been gone

 Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone

 Ohhh I wish you could see me