Illdisposed Lyrics

Album: Unknown

Depersonalisation Lyrics

There's no door in these cold walls

 surrounded by the infinite

 

 My card is reading cardiac

 my thoughts won't seem to comprehend

 

 Why? The lost sentence, in varieties of religious experience

 

 The truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my knees

 I'm hurt

 Pschiatric disbelieve, "good luck when you're panoplied"

 A force divided by slavery, a senseless futility

 

 A must to see the unholy state, in which I was held for a while

 A study in grief taking over my mind, as I declared my soul to behind

 Just longing for the first day, to say, I'm back this time I'm here to stay

 

 Can't you see the one aspect, that makes my gift to innocence

 The metaphysics were caressed, by every bit of air I breathed

 In lustfulness

 

 I've lost, a loser without a name, must be my contribute

 Your trust, the effort of ficticiousness, my grief is compelling me

 The sign, the sign is for all to see, I know what to do with thee

 

 Waverer, to bewail, led defeats

 Engrossing my fate, my heart's decadence, capitulation

 Time to intrude, to declare the fate, an angel will fall

 My aspiration, you beg, the iteration, imbibes, as only you can

 I've tried, to leave this fucking hell